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THE MADNESS OF ALCOHOL.PART SEVEN.2013.

AS I SAID BEFORE,SOME MAY SAY WHERE IS THE CONNECTION WITH ALCOHOL AND LIFE?
THE ANSWER TO THAT IS,LOOK THROUGH YOUR OWN LIVES AND THE LIVES OF THOSE AROUND AND CLOSE TO YOU,THEN YOU WILL FIND FEW ESCAPE THE RAVAGES OF ALCOHOL,AND MANY MORE ADDICTIONS.

AFTER THE SO CALLED BRIDES OF CHRIST HAD FINISHED THEIR YEARS OF ABUSE,DUE TO MOVING TO A NEW SCHOOL,THE BIG SCHOOL,MY SEXUAL ABUSE STARTED,BUT NOT IN SCHOOL,OUTSIDE SCHOOL,AND BY A FRIEND,MY FIRST OUTSIDE SCHOOL AND HOME BULLY,AND THATS HOW THE SEXUAL ABUSE STARTED,AS A RESULT OF BEING AFRAID OF THIS PERSON,LIKE ALL BULLIES,FEAR IS THE NUMBER  ONE TOOL OF CONTROL,THREATS ARE A CLOSE SECOND.
I RARELY TALK ABOUT THESE EPISODES IN MY LIFE,BUT THEY ARE IMPORTANT.
THANKFULLY MY SEXUAL ABUSE LASTED FOR ONLY SEVERAL TIMES,BUT SOME AROUND ME WERE NOT SO LUCKY.
ALSO PHYSICAL ABUSE WAS A TOOL OF MY GENERATION'S GUARDIANS.
MANY TIMES I,AND MY MATES WERE GIVEN SEVERE BEATINGS AT TIMES,MINE WAS WEEKLY,THEIRS SEEMED TO BE LESS,BUT WHAT GOES ON BEHIND CLOSED DOORS IS ANYONES GUESS IN THIS WORLD OF CHAOS.

IN THE BIG SCHOOL THE BEATINGS AND STRAPPING CONTINUED,SO I WAS IN A NO WIN SITUATION,BEATINGS,AND NOW STRAPPING'S,AT HOME,OUTSIDE HOME,AND SCHOOL.
THE INQUISITION WOULD HAVE BEEN EASY,COMPARED TO THIS SHIT.
I GOT,AND WATCHED OTHERS GETTING THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS BEATEN OUT OF THEM BY BOTH PARENTS AND TEACHERS.
I MYSELF COULD NAME 11 TEACHERS,2 NUNS AND A MULTITUDE OF PARENTS WHO CROSSED THE LINE OF ABUSE,BUT STRANGELY ENOUGH NOT ONE PRIEST.
THE PRIESTS OF MY YOUTH WERE QUITE COOL,SMOKERS,DRINKERS AND CURSERS,WHO SEEMED TO KNOW THEIR OWN FAILINGS,WHICH I SUPPOSE GAVE THEM AN UNDERSTANDING OF OTHERS IN THEIR FAILINGS.
BEST NOT TO JUDGE,LEST YOU YOURSELF BE JUDGED.
BUT STILL YOU COULD NOT TURN TO AN ADULT AND SAY,I HAVE BEEN ABUSED,AND AM BEING ABUSED,"PLEASE HELP ME."
WHO COULD YOU TURN TO,WHEN ALL AROUND WERE ABUSING?
IT WAS A VICIOUS CIRCLE OF ABUSE,WHICH TOUCHED MANY AROUND ME,THE YOUTH WERE LOST,AND GROWING EVER ANGRY,CHOOSING VARIOUS ADDICTIONS TO ESCAPE THE MADNESS AND CHAOS OF THIS ADULT WORLD OF SHAME,A SHAME THAT IS STILL GOING ON IN HOMES ALL OVER THE WORLD AS I WRITE.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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