THE FIRST THOUGHT.PART THREE.2012.

MY MOTHER ABOVE,THE GODDESS OF ALL CREATION IS URGING ME TO CONTINUE IN MY QUEST OF REVEALING THAT WHICH SHE IS REVEALING UNTO ME,SHE SAYS MY FLESH MUST DECREASE,SO AS MY SOUL CAN INCREASE.
THIS IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE,WHILE I CONTEND WITH A BRAIN TRAUMA,CLUSTER HEADACHES,PTSD,AND VIVID DREAMS AND VISIONS,THE DREAMS AND VISIONS I CAN HANDLE,BUT THE CLUSTER HEADACHES ARE IN A LEAGUE OF THEIR OWN,PLUS MY MEMORY,AND A BRAIN AT WAR WITH ITSELF AT THE MOMENT IS NOT A PLEASANT OR PEACEFUL FIELD OF LEARNING,IN THIS WILDERNESS OF PAST,NOW,FUTURE,THOUGH I AM ASSURED,MY TIME IN THE WILDERNESS WILL NOT BE FOREVER,AND EVERYTHING,BE IT GOOD OR BAD HAS ITS REASON.
I HAD TO BE RETURNED TO THE SEAT OF MY LEARNING,BY THE ELDERS ABOVE,AND AS I MENTIONED BEFORE,WAS CALLED HOME FOR A TIME FOR A RECAP,AND INSTRUCTION OF MY FUTURE WAY.
FEW WOULD HAVE SURVIVED THAT WHICH I SURVIVED,THIS I NOW KNOW,IT TOOK DOCTORS FROM MY HOUSE ABOVE TO STEP IN AND AID MY SURVIVAL AND RETURN BACK TO EARTH WITH A BANG,AND SOLID INSTRUCTIONS OF MY TASK AHEAD.
AT TIMES MY FLESH STILL HAS A DRINK,AND AT TIMES IS LESS THAN GODLY,THOUGH I SELDOM DO HARM TO ANOTHER,THOUGH OTHERS INSULT,AND WISH HARM FOR ME,THATS HUMAN BEINGS FOR YOU.
AS I SAID BEFORE,THAT WHICH I REVEAL IS NEW EVEN TO OLD YEARS,THOUGH IT IS NOT NEW UNDERNEATH THE SUN,FOR THAT WHICH I REVEAL IS ETERNAL TRUTH,THE ONLY TRUTH,REGARDLESS OF YOUR TEACHERS DISBELIEF,OR YOUR OWN DISBELIEF,AND QUESTIONING ON THAT WHICH I REVEAL.
MOST BELIEVE,I HAVE LOST MY MARBLES,YET I TELL YOU THIS,I PUT MY MARBLES AWAY WITH MY CHILDHOOD,IT WAS A GAME OF LITTLE INTEREST TO MY MIND OR SOUL,SO YOU CANNOT LOSE THAT WHICH YOU NO LONGER HAVE?

WINE IS STRONG,A KING IS STRONGER,A WOMAN IS EVEN STRONGER,BUT TRUTH CONQUERS ALL.

BACK TO THE FIRST THOUGHT,THE MOTHER OF ALL,MEERA DE DOS.

I AM THE INVISIBLE ONE WITHIN THE ALL.
IT IS I WHO COUNSEL THOSE WHO ARE HIDDEN,SINCE I KNOW THE ALL THAT EXISTS IN IT.
I AM NUMBERLESS BEYOND EVERYONE.
I AM IMMEASURABLE,INEFFABLE,YET WHENEVER I WISH,I SHALL REVEAL MYSELF OF MY OWN ACCORD.
I AM THE HEAD OF THE ALL,SINCE I EXIST IN EVERYONE.

I AM THE VOICE SPEAKING SOFTLY.
I EXIST FROM THE FIRST.
I DWELL WITHIN THE SILENCE THAT SURROUNDS EVERYONE OF THEM.
AND IT IS THE HIDDEN VOICE THAT DWELLS WITHIN ME,WITHIN THE INCOMPREHENSIBLE,IMMEASURABLE THOUGHT,WITHIN THE IMMEASURABLE SILENCE.

TO BE CONTINUED.......

SAN DOM DE NANTA VAN SAN NANTESS ESTANTO PEEPS.