THE GOSPEL OF TRUTH BY AUNIDAN. PART FOUR. 2013.

WHEN OUR MOTHER,THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,THE HOLY SPIRIT DECIDED TO INTRODUCE HERSELF TO ME,I WAS NOT READY FOR IT AT ALL,AND AT THE FIRST IT SCARED THE WITS OUT OF ME,WHATEVER WITS ARE.
I HAD TO LEAVE THE MARITAL HOME DUE TO MY DRINKING AND DRUG USE,WHICH WAS OUT OF CONTROL,DRINK WAS ALWAYS A PROBLEM FROM AN EARLY AGE,AND ITS WAS ONLY BY STOPPING IT THAT I STARTED TO SHINE IN THE ENTERTAINMENT BUSINESS IN MY HOME COUNTRY,NORTHERN IRELAND WITH MANY APPEARANCES ON TV,RADIO AND ADVERTISING WITH MY GIFT OF COMEDY AND IMPERSONATIONS OF THE FAMOUS OF THIS WORLD,WITH A SPLASH OF SONG FOR GOOD MEASURE,AND THOUGH I COULD MAKE THOUSANDS LAUGH,I COULDN'T LAUGH MYSELF,YOU SEE ENTERTAINMENT FOR ME WAS A LONELY ROAD TO TRAVEL,AND AS FOR BEING A CELEBRITY,I DIDN'T LIKE IT ALL,AND NEVER GOT USE TO ANYBODY ASKING ME FOR AN AUTOGRAPH,AND I TOTALLY HATED THE CELEBRITY STATUS OF SOME FELLOW ENTERTAINERS,PREFERRING AT LARGE BASHES TO SIT WITH THE STAFF AT A VENUE,RATHER THAN THE PUMPED UP EGOS WITH THEIR FANCY WORDS,CARS AND HOUSES.
THE PROBLEM WITH THE EGOS WAS,THEIR EGOS HIDED MANY PROBLEMS UNDER THE SURFACE,WHICH LATER YEARS WOULD TESTIFY,AS THEY FELL,ONE BY ONE,BE IT THROUGH DRINK,DRUGS,MARRIAGE FAILURES,COURT,ARE A MULTITUDE OF OTHER WOES,CLEVERLY DISGUISED AS SUCCESS.
THE ENTERTAINMENT LIFE WAS FAR FROM REALITY,BUT THEN AGAIN SO WAS MY OWN LIFE,AS DRUGS REPLACED THE DRINK,YOU SEE IN THE HIGHER REACHES OF ENTERTAINMENT GETS THE HIGHER HIGHS IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY FOR IT,NOW IN 2013 IT IS THE NORM IN LIFE FROM THE ESTATES OF BELFAST,TO THE FLUSH HOUSES OF THE SO CALLED ELITE,AND EVEN THE COUNTRY VILLAGES OF THIS FAIR LAND,WHICH IS A SAD REFLECTION UPON THIS WORLD,IT IS NOT LONGER FOR THEY HEALTH SAKE,BUT INSTEAD IS A NEED IN LIFE,A COPING MECHANISM FOR THE LOST AND FCUKED UPPED MINDS AND BODIES OF MOST OF THIS WORLD.
FCUKED UP YOUTH OF MY GENERATION,WHO BECOME ADULTS WITH FCUKED UP MINDS,AND BODIES DUE TO SELF ABUSE,BECAUSE OF CHILDHOOD ABUSE,BECAUSE OF THE ABUSE OF ADULTS,AN ENDLESS CYCLE OF ABUSE AND PAIN.
TO WATCH 12 YEAR OLDS WALKING PASS YOU OUT OF THEIR TREES ON DRINK AND DRUGS,IS MADNESS IN THIS YEAR 2013,BUT IT JUST SHOWS THE DAMAGE THAT IS OUT THERE IN MINDS OF THE YOUTH.
WHO CAN BLAME THEM,IN MY YOUTH CHILD ABUSE WAS THE NORM,FROM NUNS,PRIESTS,TEACHERS AND PARENTS,AND THOUGH THEY SAY IT IS REGULATED THESE DAYS,DAILY THE CASES COME BEFORE THE COURTS OF CELEBRITIES AND JOE AND JANE BLOGGS ABUSING STILL,OR BECAUSE THEIR PAST ABUSE OF CHILDREN HAS CAUGHT UP WITH THEM,SO THE CHILDREN OF THIS WORLD SEE THE MESS THAT THEIR GUARDIANS OR SO CALLED GUARDIANS BRING FORTH IN THIS WORLD,CHILD ABUSE,WAR,FINANCIAL COLLAPSE,NATURAL DISASTER,HATE,BIGOTRY WITH RELIGION AT ITS CORE,AND THINK FCUK THIS,THIS WORLD IS FCUKED.
AS SO,AS NEVER BEFORE THEY TAKE THEIR OWN LIVES,PREFERRING TO RETURN HOME,RATHER THAN SPENDING ANYMORE TIME WITHIN THE BLUE PLANET OF HATE,A TRULY SAD REFLECTION ON LIFE ITSELF,THE LIFE THAT GOD AND THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,THE HOLY SPIRIT WHO CREATED YOU IN THEIR IMAGE,AFTER THEIR LIKENESS.
SO FROM MY YOUTH,UNTIL NOW,IT HAS BEEN THE SAME,VERY LITTLE HAS CHANGED,EXCEPT THE INCREASE OF CHILD ABUSE,HATE,BIGOTRY,RELIGIOUS WARS AND NATURAL DISASTERS,WHICH IF TRUTH BE TOLD ARE THE RESULT OF MANS ABUSE AGAINST THE SPIRITS OF NATURE.
IT REALLY IS A MESS OF EPIC,BIBLICAL PROPORTIONS,WITH ONLY ONE END,THE END OF HUMANKIND AS YOU KNOW IT,UNLESS YOU CHANGE YOURS WAYS,AND QUICK.
LOOK AROUND YOUR WORLD IF YOU DOUBT MY WORDS.

IT WAS AT MY LOWEST POINT IN MY LIFE WHEN ABOVE DECIDED TO STEP IN AND REVEAL THEMSELVES TO ME,THEY DID THIS VIA A GIRL I MET,A MEMBER OF STAFF AT POSH RESTAURANT,ONCE MORE I PREFERRED TO SIT WITH THE REALITY PEEPS,RATHER THAN THE DELUSIONAL EGOS.
FROM THE START THIS GIRL INTRIGUED ME,THIN,NO BREASTS,AND WILD TO SAY THE LEAST,BUT FOR SOME REASON I WAS HOOKED,LITTLE DID I KNOW WHY.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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