THE SEARCH FOR TRUTH,THE LONELY PATH,AT TIMES.2013.

NOW SOME CLOSE TO ME,AND THOSE NOT SO CLOSE TO ME SAY,HE IS MAD,HIS BRAIN TRAUMA HAS SENT HIM LOCO,LOL,NOT BECAUSE OF ANY STRANGE BEHAVIOUR OR WAYS,THOUGH I DO HAVE A STUTTER NOW,AND MIX MY WORMS UP AT TIMES,DUE TO PTSD,ACCORDING TO THE SPEECH DOCTORS,AND HEAD DOCTORS,THIS I CAN UNDERSTAND,I ALSO SUFFER FROM CLUSTER HEADACHES/CONVERSION DISORDER AS A RESULT OF SEVERE BRAIN TRAUMA,HEAD INJURY,THOUGH THIS IS IN DISPUTE BETWEEN MY GP'S AND NEUROLOGIST'S,THOUGH REGARDLESS OF THE SOURCE,THESE MOTHERFECKERS ARE NUMBER ONE IN THE LEAGUE OF PAIN,AND STRIKE WITHOUT WARNING,SOME DAYS AS MANY AS NINE,WHICH LAST FOR 1 1/2 HOURS,UP TO SEVERAL HOURS OF EXTREME PAIN AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS,THOUGH THANKFULLY,THUS FAR,I HAVE NOT VENTURED DOWN THAT PATH,OR WILL I AGAIN,FOR I KNOW THAT PAIN ONLY TO WELL,WITHOUT RESULT,THANK GOD AND THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,THE HOLY SPIRIT.
REGARDLESS OF ALL MY ILL'S,BE THEY PHYSICAL OR WITHIN THE BRAIN,THESE ARE NOT THE REASON WHY THOSE CLOSE TO ME,AND NOT SO CLOSE TO ME THINK I AM MAD/LOCO,NO THE REASON IS BECAUSE OF THE TRUTH,BECAUSE OF GOD AND THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,THE HOLY SPIRIT,AND BECAUSE OF JESUS AND MARY MAGDALENE,AND BECAUSE OF THE DIVINE COUNCIL ABOVE,AND BEYOND.

AS A CHILD.I WAS FORCED TO BELIEVE IN GOD AND JESUS,THOUGH THEY WERE ROMAN CATHOLIC,AND NOT PROTESTANT,OR JEW.
THE GOD AND YESHUA OF MY CHILDHOOD ALWAYS WATCHED YOU,AND CONDEMNED YOU FOR YOUR YOUTH OF KNOCKING,SEEKING AND ASKING,EVEN THOUGH THEY COULDN'T HAVE CARED DIDDLYSQUAT ABOUT YOU BEING BUT A PUP,CHILD,TEENAGER.
THE JUDGEMENT,CONDEMNATION,ABUSE AND PUNISHMENT WAS HUMAN ACTIONS,AND NOT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ABOVE,FACT.
GOD AND THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,THE HOLY SPIRIT HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN TO WATCH CHILDREN,EVEN LESS TO JUDGE AND CONDEMN THEM.
THE ADULTS OF THIS PLANET,WITH THEIR RELIGIOUS WARS,HATE AND BIGOTRY ARE TO BE WATCHED MORE THAN CHILDREN,FOR IT IS THEY WHO BREED WAR,HATE AND BIGOTRY,IF TRUTH BE TOLD.

BEFORE MY BRAIN TRAUMA AND HEAD INJURY 4 1/2 YEARS AGO,I WAS TALKING ABOUT,WHAT I TALK ABOUT NOW,IN FACT I HAVE BEEN REVEALING MY REVEALATIONS FOR OVER 15 YEARS,MUCH TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS ASTONISHMENT,DISMAY,DISBELIEVE,LAUGHTER AND AT TIMES ANGER,YET I CAN ONLY REVEAL THAT WHICH IS REVEALED TO ME VIA THE GOD AND GODDESS ALMIGHTY ABOVE,AND THOSE THEY SEND TO VISIT ME FROM THE DIVINE COUNCIL ABOVE,AND MANY I HAVE MET OVER THE YEARS.

YOU SEE PEEPS,SPIRITS CAN CONVERSE THROUGH HUMAN BEINGS,ASWELL AS APPEARING IN PERSON,THOUGH THE LATTER IS RARE,UNLESS IT IS NEEDED AS AN AID TO STRENGTHEN YOUR PERSONAL BELIEF.
DUE TO HUMAN CONDITIONING,SPEAKING OF SPIRITS,OR BEINGS WHO VISIT IN PERSON,VIA A HOST,OR IN DREAMS AND VISIONS,IS A BRAVE THING TO ADMIT,TO FAMILY,FRIENDS,DOCTORS AND EVEN STRANGERS,FOR MOST HAVE LOST THEIR BELIEF IN SUCH THINGS,AND TALKING OF SUCH THINGS IS REGARDED AS MADNESS,OR DABBLING IN EVIL,BY MOST SO CALLED CHRISTIANS WHO HEAR THE TRUTH YOU REVEAL.
YOU SEE PEEPS,THERE IS A FINE LINE BETWEEN SO CALLED SANITY AND MENTAL ILLNESS,A FINE LINE HEAD DOCTORS HAVE YET TO UNDERSTAND,AS WITH 99% OF BRAIN LIFE IN GENERAL,AS FOR THE SOUL,OR ABOVE,THE HEAD DOCTORS,FAMILY,FRIENDS AND STRANGERS ALIKE,KNOW NOTHING OR LITTLE ABOUT THE BEINGS WITHIN,OR THE BEINGS ABOVE,THOUGH THEY ALL HAVE A SOUL,REGARDLESS OF THEIR HUMAN DOUBT,HUMAN CONDITIONING AND HUMAN INDOCTRINATION VIA VARIOUS HUMAN RELIGIONS,AND THIS FACT CANNOT BE DISMISSED EASILY,THOUGH MOST DO.

MOST BELIEVE THIS LIFE IS IT,AND WHEN IT ENDS THAT'S IT,NOTHING,LOL,HOW WRONG THIS TEACHING IS,AND HOW WRONG THE TEACHERS ARE FOR SUCH TEACHINGS,AND THOSE WHO FOLLOW SUCH TEACHINGS AND TEACHERS,AND THEY THINK I AM MAD,FOR REVEALING OTHER LIVES,ELIJAH-JOHN THE BAPTIST?
IN ANCIENT TIMES,THE BELIEF IN REINCARNATION WAS COMMON PLACE,AND MANY OF OTHER RELIGIONS,WHO DO NOT FOLLOW CHRISTIANITY,JUDAISM OR ISLAM STILL BELIEVE REINCARNATION IS A FACT,WITH THE ESTABLISHED CHURCHES,REINCARNATION COMES AT A PRICE,FOR IN THE WORLD OF HUMAN RELIGIONS,YOU HAVE TO PAY FOR YOUR REDEMPTION,ROME CAN EVEN GET YOU INTO HEAVEN,IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY FOR SUCH A DELUSIONAL CONCEPT,LOL,AS IF THEY SPEAK FOR GOD ALMIGHTY,AND HIS DIVINE COUNCIL.
THIS LIFE IS JUST ONE OF MANY MOST UPON EARTH HAVE LIVED,GRANTED SOME SOULS ARE NEW TO THE LEARNING PLAIN OF EARTH,BUT MOST UPON EARTH TODAY HAVE BEEN UPON IT MANY TIMES BEFORE,IN MANY COUNTRIES,WITHIN DIFFERENT RELIGIONS,CULTURES,BUT WITH EVERY INCARNATION,WHEN YOU ENTER THE EARTH PLAIN,THE SOUL MUST GIVE UP ITS KNOWLEDGE OF OTHER LIVES,STARTING AFRESH WITH EACH VISIT TO THE EARTH PLAIN.
REMEMBER PEEPS,DEJA VU,WHEN YOU FEEL A STRONG FEELING FOR A PLACE OR PERSON,THIS IS BECAUSE YOU HAVE LIVED IN A PLACE BEFORE,PLUS YOU HAVE KNOWN THOSE YOU FEEL CLOSE TO BEFORE ALSO.

THE PROBLEM WITH HUMAN RELIGION IS,AS A CHILD YOU ARE FORCED TO BELIEVE IN THE ADULTS VERSION OF TRUTH,GOD AND JESUS,AND IN MY CASE IT WAS A ROMAN CATHOLIC TRUTH,GOD,YESHUA,WITH THE VIRGIN MARY,JESUS'S EARTH MOTHER HAVING PRIDE OF PLACE,EVEN THOUGH SHE DID NOT BELIEVE IN HER SON.
YET THE ROMAN CATHOLIC TRUTH OF MY CHILDHOOD AND YOUTH WAS SEVERE ABUSE,MENTALLY AND PHYSICAL,AND LATER SEXUAL,AND ALL DONE IN THE NAME OF THEIR GOD,JESUS AND VIRGIN MARY,AND ALL IN THE NAME OF THEIR SO CALLED RELIGIOUS TRUTH.

WITH BEATINGS I GOT AT THE HANDS OF ROMAN CATHOLIC NUNS,TEACHERS,AT HOME AND VIA BULLYING FRIENDS,AND STRANGERS,THE RELIGION OF MY YOUTH WAS EVIL TO THE CORE,AND STILL IN THIS YEAR 2013,IT DOES NOT SEEM TO HAVE CHANGED AT ALL,AS NEWS REPORTS REVEAL DAILY ON THE ABUSE OF CHILDREN,FROM MY PARENTS GENERATION,AND IT SEEMS FROM THEIR PARENTS GENERATION ALSO.
THOUGH REGARDLESS OF THE ABUSE I WAS SUFFERING IN MY YOUTH,I NEVER BLAMED GOD ALMIGHTY,MY FATHER,AND PRAYED TO HIM DAILY FOR A BREAK FROM MY ABUSE,I EVEN PRAYED FOR MY ABUSERS,THINKING IT MOST HAVE BEEN MY FAULT,AND EVENTUALLY I BEGAN TO SELF HARM,AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDES OVER THE YEARS,WITHOUT SUCCESS,AS MY BLOGS REVEAL.
I GAVE UP ON THE SUICIDE NOTION MANY MOONS AGO,THOUGH I DID SELF HARM AGAIN IN MY 30'S,BEFORE GOD ALMIGHTY,THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,AND A MULTITUDE OF SPIRITS MADE THEIR ENTRANCE INTO MY LIFE,FROM THAT MOMENT EVERYTHING CHANGED COMPLETELY,AS THE POWER OF THEIR TRUTH BEGAN TO SINK IN.

UP TO THIS POINT IN MY LIFE,MY LIFE HAD BEEN IN CHAOS,BATTLING WITH ALCOHOL ABUSE,DRUG ABUSE,GETTING IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW,ENDANGERING MY LIFE AND OTHERS WITH MY DRUNKEN BEHAVIOUR,AND LIVING WITH THE CONSQUENCES OF THAT BEHAVIOUR,WHICH WAS NEVER PRETTY FOR ANYBODY CLOSE TO ME,INCLUDING MY BEAUTIFUL EX WIFE,AND THREE BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS.
THROUGHOUT MY LIFE THUS FAR,I NEVER SET OUT TO HURT ANYBODY,AND ALWAYS APOLOGISED FOR MY ACTIONS,AND BEHAVIOUR.
I HAVE A LOT OF REGRETS IN MY LIFE,AND JUST WISH I'D BEEN STRONGER TO RESIST THE TEMPTATIONS THAT CAME MY WAY.
THE PROBLEM IS CHILDREN ARE THE PRODUCT OF THEIR PARENTS,AND THOSE WHO COME INTO THEIR LIVES,WHO FORCE THEM TO BELIEVE IN ADULTS RELIGIONS AND WAYS,INSTEAD OF LETTING THE CHILD FIND THEIR OWN WAY,THE TRUE WAY.
DON'T GET ME WRONG PEEPS,I HAVE HAD A LOT OF HIGHS IN MY LIFE,FALLING IN AND OUT OF LOVE,COUNTLESS TIMES,THREE BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS,AND GREAT FRIENDS ALONG MY PATH,OF WHICH I AM DAILY GREATFUL,BUT DARKNESS DID FOLLOW ME ABOUT AT TIMES.

THE PROBLEM WITH HAVING A CHAOTIC LIFE AT TIMES,WITH ADDICTIONS IN TOW IS,TALKING ABOUT GOD,JESUS AND SPIRITS IS NOT RECOMMENDED,UNTIL YOUR CHAOTIC LIFE,AND ADDICTIONS ARE SORTED OUT,BECAUSE THOSE CLOSE AROUND YOU WILL ONLY PITY,AND LAUGH AT YOU,THINKING YOUR MAD.
EVEN WORSE IS WHEN YOU REVEAL A HEAVENLY MOTHER,A GODDESS,HOLY SPIRIT,REGARDLESS OF BEING CLEAN FROM ADDICTION OR NOT,FOR WITH HUMAN CONDITIONING AND INDOCTRINATIONS FROM BIRTH INTO VARIOUS RELIGIONS,THE MENTION OF A HEAVENLY MOTHER,GODDESS,HOLY SPIRIT IS WELL OVER THE CUCKOO'S NEST TO THOSE WITHIN THOSE HUMAN RELIGIONS,BE THEY FAMILY,FRIENDS OR STRANGERS,AND EVEN WHEN CLEAN YOUR REVELATIONS ARE MADNESS.
SO YOU COME THROUGH YOUR LIFE OF CHILDHOOD ABUSE,PHYSICAL,MENTAL AND SEXUAL,BY THOSE WHO CLAIM TO BELIEVE IN GOD AND JESUS,AND BY THOSE WHO CLAIM TO REPRESENT GOD AND YESHUA,AND BECAUSE OF THAT ABUSE YOUR LIFE SPIRALS OUT OF CONTROL DUE TO NOT BEING ABLE TO COPE WITH SUCH ABUSE,AND ADDICTIONS TAKE OVER,DUE TO A CHAOTIC MIND,THE ABUSE THEN BECOMES SELF ABUSE,AND WORST OF ALL,ITS ALL YOUR FAULT,EVEN THOUGH YOU DID NOT ASK TO BE BORN INTO SUCH ABUSE AND CHAOS.
I UNDERSTAND NOW AS AN ADULT,THE REASON FOR THE ABUSE AND CHAOTIC LIFE I HAD TO COME THROUGH,BUT AS A CHILD,I DID NOT.
YOU SEE PEEPS,AS A CHILD YOUR NOT GIVEN ANY BLUEPRINT OF HOW YOU MUST CONDUCT YOUR LIFE,THIS IS MENT TO BE YOUR PARENTS DUTY,BUT IF THEIR OWN LIVES ARE RACKED WITH CHAOS,THEN THE CHILD'S LIFE WILL FOLLOW AS SUCH,THOUGH WHEN I SEE THE LIVES OF OTHERS CLOSE TO ME,AND THOSE NOT SO CLOSE,MY CHILDHOOD ABUSE,WETHER SEXUAL,MENTAL OR PHYSICAL THOUGH EXTREME,OTHERS SUFFERED MORE THAN ME,AND AS ADULTS STILL DO.

AS A CHILD YOU CANNOT SAY TO YOUR ABUSERS,FOR GOD'S SAKE STOP THIS,BECAUSE IF YOUR ABUSERS BELIEVED IN GOD,THEY WOULD NOT BE ABUSING YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE,SO YOUR ABUSERS DO NOT FEAR GOD OR JESUS,SO THE CHILD IS FCUKED,LITERALLY,AND THE ABUSE/EVIL GOES ON,REGARDLESS OF GOD AND JESUS WATCHING,WHICH IS WHAT YOU WERE TOLD THROUGHOUT YOUR CHILDHOOD BY,OF COURSE,YOUR ABUSERS,IT WAS A NO WIN SITUATION FOR THE ABUSED CHILD.

POPE BENEDICT VXI."ITS AS IF THE LORD WAS SLEEPING AT TIMES."

I WISH I COULD SAY I CAME THROUGH MY CLERICAL AND NON CLERICAL ABUSE WITHOUT MUCH DAMAGE,BUT ALAS I DID NOT.
THE TRUTH IS PEEPS FEW WHO SUFFER SUCH ABUSE DO,AND THAT ABUSE HAUNTS THEM WELL INTO THEIR ADULTS YEARS,WHETHER OR NOT THEY KNOW IT,BE IT RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS,MARRIAGE PROBLEMS,PROBLEMS WITH THE LAW,ALCOHOL OR DRUG SELF ABUSE,OR GENERAL COPING WITH LIFE,THE FLESH IS DAMAGED,AND IN SOME CASES NEVER RECOVERS,I KNOW PERSONALLY COUNTLESS FRIENDS CLOSE AND NOT SO CLOSE WHO COULDN'T COPE WITH THE MESS OF THEIR CHILDHOOD YEARS,WHETHER IS BE FROM ABUSE OR RELIGIOUS CONFLICT,AND WEEKLY THAT COUNT GOES UP,WITH KIDS AND YOUNG ADULTS TAKING THEIR OWN LIVES IN THE MESS THAT IS NORTHERN IRELAND,WITH ITS SO CALLED PEACE,THERE CAN NEVER BE PEACE IN ANY COUNTRY WITHOUT FIRST FINDING PEACE OF MIND.
WITHOUT PEACE OF MIND,OR THE END OF ABUSE,THE NEXT GENERATION BECOME THE ADULTS OF CONFLICT,AND THIS COUNTS FOR THE REST OF THE WORLD ALSO,NOT JUST THIS FAIR ISLE OF NORTHERN IRELAND.
WHEN CHILDREN ARE ABUSED BY THEIR SO CALLED PEERS,BE THEY PARENTS,SO CLERICAL REPRESENTATIVES OF GOD AND JESUS UPON EARTH,OR FRIENDS,OR STRANGERS,THEY REACT IN WAYS AGAINST THEIR NATURAL NATURE,BECAUSE THAT NATURE HAS BEEN CHANGED FOREVER BY EVIL.

OVER THE YEARS I HAVE HAD MANY SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCES,BUT THESE EXPERIENCES WERE NOT RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCES,BUT SPIRITUAL,FOR ABOVE HAVE NO RELIGION,RELIGION IS A MANMADE CREATION,WITH CONTROL OF THE MASSES AT THE CENTER OF THEIR CREATION.
FROM AN EARLY AGE I KNEW BEINGS FROM ABOVE WERE ABOUT ME,BUT BEING SURROUNDED BY THE EVIL OF MY CHILDHOOD,CONTACT WITH ABOVE WAS LIMITED,DUE TO PEER PRESSURE TO FORGET SUCH CONTACT AND BELIEF.
IN THE WORLD OF MY CHILDHOOD,GOD,JESUS AND THE VIRGIN MARY,INCLUDING A MULTITUDE OF HUMAN SAINTS WERE WATCHING,JUDGING AND CONDEMING THE CHILDREN FOR BEING CHILDREN,SO GOD,YESHUA,THE VIRGIN MARY,INCLUDING THE MULTITUDE OF HUMAN SAINTS WERE TO BE GREATLY FEARED,AND THEY WERE.
YET IT WASN'T ABOVE ABUSING THE CHILDREN,IT WAS HUMAN BEINGS,THOSE WHO WERE MEANT TO LOVE YOU,AND THOSE PLACED IN YOUR WAY FOR SO CALLED GUIDANCE AND TEACHING.
IT WAS A VICIOUS CIRCLE OF ABUSE BETWEEN HOME AND SCHOOL,AND EVEN STRANGERS,THE CHILDREN HAD NO CHANCE.

I TURNED TO ALCOHOL AT THE AGE OF 14 TO ESCAPE THE ABUSE FILLED LIFE I WAS LIVING,AT HOME,AT SCHOOL AND OUTSIDE SCHOOL,THIS IS WHEN SEXUAL ABUSE BEGAN,THROUGH A FRIEND AND BULLY,THOUGH WHEN I SEE AND READ OF OTHERS IN THIS WORLD WHO HAVE BEEN SEXUALLY ABUSED,I WAS LUCKY IT ONLY HAPPENED 3 TIMES AS I CAN REMEMBER,OTHERS WERE NOT SO LUCKY.
FROM DRINK,TO GLUE,TO PETROL,TO STRONGER DRUGS,THE SELF ABUSE HAD TAKEN ITS HOLD,THEN ENTER SELF HARMING,WHICH A FEW OF MY MATES DID ALSO,ON TOP OF SUBSTANCE ABUSE,AND IT WAS TOTAL MADNESS,CHILDREN'S MINDS AND BODIES FCUKED UP BY THE ADULTS WHO WERE MEANT TO LOVE AND CARE FOR THEM.

SOME SAY,"YOU SHOULD WRITE A BOOK."
YET MY TWITTER ACCOUNT @aunidan64,and my blogs +Aunidan Christi,PLUS THESE BLOGS ARE MY BOOK.
I DON'T WRITE THIS BLOG OR ANY OTHER OF MY BLOGS OUT OF IGNORANCE,OR OUT OF SOME KIND OF MADNESS.
YES,I HAVE BEEN DAMAGED OVER THE YEARS BY MY CHILDHOOD ABUSE,WHICH CARRIED ON INTO ADULTS YEARS,UNTIL I BROKE AWAY FROM IT,BUT BY BREAKING AWAY FROM IT,I WAS LEFT WITHOUT THE TOOLS TO COPE WITH THE ADULT WORLD,SO SLOWLY SELF ABUSE TOOK HOLD,EVEN THOUGH I DID NOT WISH FOR IT,THE CIRCLE OF ABUSE BECAME A FULL CIRCLE,A NEVER ENDING NIGHTMARE,SOMETHING HAD TO GIVE,AND AS ALWAYS IT WAS ME,FROM TROUBLE WITH RELATIONSHIPS,THE LAW,ACCIDENTS,TO SELF HARMING,AND EVEN ATTEMPTED SUICIDES,WHICH AS YOU SEE WITH MY WRITTINGS FAILED,THANK GOD AND THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,THE HOLY SPIRIT.
THOUGH IF I KNEW WHAT I KNOW NOW,IN MY EARLY YEARS,I COULD HAVE SAVED MYSELF AND OTHERS CLOSE TO ME THE HEARTACHE,I AND OTHERS CLOSE TO ME WENT THROUGH.
THEN I AM REMINDED BY MY SPIRITS WHO GUIDE ME,"WHERE WOULD THE LEARNING HAVE BEEN IN A SIMPLE LIFE WITHOUT CHAOS?"

MY SPIRITS FURTHER REMIND ME,VIA MY HEAVENLY FATHER AND MOTHER,GOD AND THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,THE HOLY SPIRIT THAT:

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED AS CHILDREN,YOU MUST KNOW THE ABUSE AS A CHILDREN."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED AS ADULTS,YOU MUST KNOW THE ABUSE OF ADULTS."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO SELF HARM,YOU MUST KNOW SELF HARM."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO ARE ALCOHOLIC,YOU MUST KNOW ALCOHOLISM."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO ABUSE DRUGS,YOU MUST KNOW DRUG ABUSE."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN IN PRISON,YOU MUST KNOW THE FEELING OF BEING IN PRISON."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WITH MENTAL PROBLEMS,YOU MUST KNOW TO THE POINT OF MADNESS.'

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WITHOUT LOVE,YOU MUST KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE WITHOUT LOVE."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO ARE BRAINWASHED,DAMAGED AND CONFUSED BY MANMADE RELIGION,YOU MUST COME THROUGH MANMADE RELIGION."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO HEAR VOICES FROM ABOVE,YOU MUST HEAR VOICES FROM ABOVE."

"TO SPEAK TO THE POOR,YOU MUST KNOW POVERTY."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WITH BRAIN INJURIES,YOU MUST KNOW A BRAIN INJURY."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO HAVE LOST FAITH,YOU MUST KNOW FAITHLESSNESS."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WITHOUT HOPE,YOU MUST KNOW HOPELESSNESS."

"TO SPEAK TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN PERSECUTED,YOU MUST KNOW PERSECUTION."

"ALL THESE AND MORE MUCH YOU DO AUNIDAN,FOR WITHOUT SUCH EXPERIENCES,YOU CAN NEVER SPEAK TO ANY UPON THIS PLANET WITH THE AUTHORITY OF ONE WHO KNOWS."

THE PROBLEM WITH KNOWING THIS NOW IS,I DIDN'T KNOW IT THEN.
ABOVE DID NOT SAY,"BY THE WAY AUNIDAN,YOU MUST GO THROUGH ALL OF THE ABOVE,AND MORE TO GAIN ENLIGHTENMENT.
NONE WHO ARE CHOSEN,THE CHILDREN OF WISDOM,THE HOLY SPIRIT AND GOD ALMIGHTY HAVE AN EASY PATH TO ENLIGHTENMENT AND ALL TRUTH,ALL MUST COME THROUGH MANY EXPERIENCES,BE THEY GOOD OR BAD,BUT ALL IS LEARNING,ALWAYS LEARNING."

THEN I AM REMINDED BY MY HEAVENLY FATHER AND MOTHER,GOD AND THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,THE HOLY SPIRIT.
"WITHIN YOUR HUMAN BIBLE,FEW ARE WITHOUT BLEMISH,EVEN THE FATHER OF ALL NATIONS LIED,CALLING HIS WIFE HIS SISTER,AND EVEN YESHUA ONE OF SONS,WAS REGARDED AT TIMES,AS A DRUNKARD AND GLUTTON,IF TRUTH BE TOLD.'

THIS TRUTH,I CANNOT DENY,AS WITH ALL THE TRUTH THEY REVEAL TO ME,AND SO I MUST REVEAL IT TO YOU,REGARDLESS OF THE LAUGHTER,DISBELIEF,MOCKERY,PITY AND MULTITUDE OF OTHER REACTIONS TO THE TRUTH I REVEAL,THE TRUTH OF GOD AND THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,THE HOLY SPIRIT,YESHUA,MARIAM MAGDALENA AND THEIR DIVINE COUNCIL,AND BEYOND.

THIS PATH AT TIMES IS A LONELY PATH,BUT I WILL NOT WAVER FROM MY TASK,OR THE TRUTH REVEALED TO ME,WHICH IN TURN IS REVEALED TO YOU VIA THIS FLESH,SPIRIT AND SOUL.

SAN DOM DE NANTA VAN SAN NANTESS ESTANTO PEEPS?