A POEM FOR ULAYLAH,MY SOULMATE :) A LAMENT :(

SWEET ULAYLAH, TWIN OF MY SOUL, WHERE ART YOU THESE SEVENTEEN LONG YEARS OF WAITING?
THEY THINK I'M MAD,THE HURT I LEFT BEHIND,A BEAUTIFUL WIFE AND CHILDREN :(
BECAUSE OUR FATHER AND MOTHER,GOD AND THE GODDESS,THE HOLY SPIRIT,AND YOU CALLED ME :(
THEY THINK I'M MAD MY FAMILY,FRIENDS AND PAST LOVES FOR STILL THEY WAIT ON YOU :(
I DEDICATED A CD TO YOU :)
EVEN A SONG I WROTE :)
AND IN SINGING OF OLD I STILL HEAR ME MENTION YOUR NAME FOLLOWED BY ET STEALIA ANTE :)
SO WHERE ART YOU SWEET ULAYLAH THESE SEVENTEEN LONG YEARS?

DID I NOT TRAVEL TO THE LAND OF THE SHOSHONE IN SEARCH OF YOU,IN SEARCH OF YOUR TRUTH :)
TO BE HUMBLED TO THE CORE,AND TAUGHT HARD LESSONS IN LIFE,NEVER TO BE FORGOTTEN :)
ONCE MORE MISSING DAUGHTERS FOR THE LOVE OF ULAYLAH?
YOU TOLD ME IN DAYS OF OLD,YOU COULD WATCH ME FROM AFAR,THROUGH YOUR MIRROR :)
THEN WHY WATCH ME SUFFER SO?
WHY CONTINUE TO LET ME BE THE BUTT OF EVERYBODIES JOKES :(
AWK POOR BOB,KIERAN,AUNIDAN HE STILL BELIEVES IN ULAYLAH :(
EVEN MY DAUGHTERS THINK YOU ARE MY IMAGINARY FRIEND,LOL :(
AND YOU WONDER WHY I LAMENT MY LOVE :(

FOR 17 YEARS I HAVE STUDIED AND RESEARCHED EVERY ASPECT OF HUMAN RELIGION :)
AND HAVE DONE OUR FATHER AND MOTHER'S WORK WITHOUT CEASE FOR THOSE YEARS AS MY THOUSANDS OF WRITINGS ATTEST TO :)
GRANTED IN THOSE 17 YEARS I HAVE PARTIED AT TIMES,BUT KNEW MY LIMITS,AND WHEN THOSE LIMITS WERE CROSSED,OUR FATHER AND MOTHER ABOVE PUT AN END TO THE PARTY :(
BUT I HAVE NEVER STOPPED WRITING AND STUDYING FOR LONG,OR REMEMBERING THEM,OR YOU :)
BUT YOU ULAYLAH ARE THE KEY TO EVERYTHING,WITHOUT YOU,I AM NOTHING,YOU ARE MY TRUTH :)
WHEN YOU ARRIVE,EVERYTHING ELSE FALLS INTO PLACE,EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN WRITING AND TALKING ABOUT OVER THE YEARS :)
SO WHERE ART YOU SWEET ULAYLAH THESE SEVENTEEN LONG YEARS?

ET STEALIA ANTE ULAYLAH,CURIM DEL DI :)

SAN DOM DE NANTA VAN SAN NANTESS ESTANTO PEEP?