THE MADNESS OF ALCOHOL.PART FIVE.2013.

MY NEXT VICE WAS PETROL.
THIS,LIKE OTHERS WAS A STRANGE VICE,SITTING ON A MOTORBIKE,NOSE IN THE PETROL TANK UNTIL YOU ALMOST PASSED OUT,ALWAYS STOPPING,IF YOU WERE LUCKY AT THE BUZZING THAT FOLLOWED,THOUGH IT ONLY LAST MINUTES,IT WAS A STRANGE ATTRACTION,KINDA LIKE,WHEN IN ROME,DO AS YOUR MATES DO.
YET EVEN IN THIS YEAR 2013,I HEAR OF KIDS SNIFFING GLUE,PETROL,GAS,AND A MULTITUDE OF OTHER SUBSTANCES,WHICH SEEMS TO BE A YOUNG THING TO DO,BUT IN TRUTH,SELF ABUSE IT SEEMS IS AN OLD THING,DONE THROUGHOUT THE GENERATIONS.
THOUGH IT WASN'T JUST THE SO CALLED LOWER CLASSES,AND SO CALLED MIDDLE CLASSES THAT DID IT,THE SO CALLED UPPER CLASSES KNEW HOW TO ABUSE A MULTITUDE OF SUBSTANCES AS WELL,THE ONLY DIFFERENT WAS THEY HAD THE MONEY TO PAY FOR THE BETTER CLASS OF SUBSTANCES,THE GOOD SHIT.

I NEVER TAUGHT OR COMPELLED ANYBODY TO INDULGE IN ANY OF MY SUBSTANCE ABUSE,AND STILL TO THIS DAY IT IS SO,AND I AM THE FIRST TO DISSUADE ANY CHILD OR ADULT WHO WISHES TO GO DOWN THAT ROAD,BUT I CANNOT LECTURE,JUDGE OR CONDEMN ANYBODY ON THEIR PATH,ONLY GIVE ADVICE,WHICH IS WHAT I DO.
THE ONLY WAY TO LEARN IS BY YOUR MISTAKES,IN THE HOPE YOU LEARN FROM THEM,I MYSELF AM STILL LEARNING,AS MY RECENT BRAIN INJURY TESTIFIES.
NOW I LIVE WITH MUCH PAIN FROM MY VARIOUS INJURIES,UNTOP OF THE PAIN OF MY CHILDHOOD ABUSE,BOTH SELF AFFLICTED AND INFLICTED BY OTHERS,TOUGH I KNEW I WAS GOING TO BE CALLED HOME BY ABOVE,BY GOD AND THE GODDESS ALMIGHTY,MY TRUE FATHER AND MOTHER FOR A DRESSING DOWN,AND A GENTLE CHAT,BEFORE BEING RETURNED TO EARTH WITH A BANG,WHICH IS WHAT HAPPENED.
MOST OF MY CHILDHOOD ABUSE VICES CAME ABOUT DUE TO BEING UNHAPPY WITH MY SURROUNDINGS,BEING ABUSED IN SADISTIC WAYS BY THE SO CALLED BRIDES OF CHRIST,THE NUNS,GESTAPO,PENGUINS.
THEN CAME MY EARTH MOTHER WHO ACTED ON THE SO CALLED BRIDES OF CHRIST'S REPORTS OF HER SONS DAILY MISCHIEF,WHICH IS ALL IT WAS,IN THE EARLY YEARS,BUT IN MY CHILDHOOD,NUNS,OR THE SO CALLED BRIDES OF CHRIST WERE PUT ON A PEDESTAL,ALMOST BEING COMPARED IN STATUS WITH THE VIRGIN MARY,AND THEIR REPORTS WERE GOSPEL,THE TRUTH,REGARDLESS OF THE REAL TRUTH.
MANY TIMES I RETURNED HOME WITH WITH MANY BRUISES UPON MY YOUNG BODY,WHICH WERE INCREASED BY MY EARTH MOTHER'S ROMAN CATHOLIC JUSTICE,I WAS IN A NO WIN SITUATION,NOT EVEN WHEN I TOLD THE TRUTH OF MY ABUSE,I WAS NOT BELIEVED,FOR THE SO CALLED BRIDES OF CHRIST WERE GODS REPRESENTATIVES UPON EARTH,SO COULD NOT LIE,OR HARM CHILDREN.
HOW WRONG MY MOTHER WAS,AND STILL IS THIS YEAR 2013.
EVEN IN THIS YEAR 2013 MY MOTHER CANNOT UNDERSTAND CHILD ABUSE,AND STILL CLINGS ON TO HER FAITH,REGARDLESS OF THE TRUTH OF THAT FAITH BEING EXPOSED AS EVIL DAILY ON THE WORLDS MEDIA.

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